Joy in life entails two elements: Peace of environment, and peace of mind.
It sounds to me, that if you had your freedom, you would be knocking on the door of nirvana. Have you considered a life estate?
Build a caretaker dwelling on your property (or a house for the new owners), positioned in such a manner that the new owners would oversee (and perhaps maintain), and provide security for your dwelling by default. Then, whenever you got the bug, you could fly the coop on a moments notice.
I would think that there ought to be a couple of childhood sweethearts, around 60 years old, a machinist, who would be ready to ditch the rat race and embrace the country life. Make sure that they are on the same frequency, politically and otherwise, essentially family that you could live with, where you could establish a variety of tag team "milk runs". Paint the picture of an apprenticeship program where over a years time you teach them your routines for managing the place and business, so that you provide them with a good foundation to make a go of it.
If money for the buyer is an issue, perhaps you could sell-off the timber and orchard acreage (and do a similar apprenticeship program for each of those if you had an interest).
If you go this route, let me know how you find your target.
Thank you for your post. Unfortunately, age weighs heavily on my options. I do not dwell on death, but recognize it as a close neighbor. I do not feel that there is enough time and energy for the various options you outline. Three years ago I built a small residence on the property, and was actively repairing diesel tractors, etc., which were purchased as projects. I currently still have dozens of projects, but no desire to finish them. Zero.
The last two years I have committed unheard of indulgences...just sitting on my ass, reading at least one book a week, watching YouTube documentaries, playing internet poker, and cooking. This is not a depression, but rather a recognized choice that I never chose when younger.
My life was defined by work and creativity...I retired from business when I was 39...and then went to work. Built two houses. Indulged in many avocations, mostly productive...the scope of these activities I cannot begin to account. Whatever I wanted to do I did, and I wanted to do it all. I still marvel at my audacity to tackle complex projects...successfully. It was always upward and forward, until my son died, and I realized that all the work would eventually go to someone I could care less about. I am not whining, not a victim, but rather hold a pragmatic understanding of my situation.
The question of change only arises as a result of Trump's victory, and perhaps a positive change in our society...probably a false hope. If the Marxist Globalists won, there would not even be a question of a change of personal direction. I spent my years building for that eventuality...
I've paid for the ticket, and now will take the ride....
After my wife was diagnosed with stage four breast cancer of the liver she gave up all physical activity, and in short order she no longer had the strength to stand without assistance.
If this is anywhere near the case, then you need to get your "big black ass" out there and tackle one of those diesels. Pick a simple easy one, so that you get that spark that keeps life alive.
The Globalists wear two faces, Capitalist and Marxist. One is real, one is not, or rather, a lesser identity for dealing with the masses who will own nothing and be happy.
I am hopeful that a Trump administration can implement radical positive change, that essentially drains the swamp, and points the US back in the direction of fiscal responsibility, but I foresee difficult times ahead, no matter his level of success.
It sounds like you don't anticipate significant problems in the next 4 years.
Armstrong posts the following. Do you care to share your thoughts on how things will play-out over the next 4 years?
"However, the election of U.S. President-elect Donald Trump has exacerbated the situation, making it increasingly bitter, violent, or unpleasant – hence the peso’s rocky ride. In addition to this frustration, there are fresh tariff threats against Mexico, which sends around 80% of its exports to its northern neighbor. I oppose this because it will create an economic depression outside the USA, which is dangerous for the world economy and would drag the United States down, as what took place with the Great Depression.
Many emerging markets issued their debt in US dollars to raise money in NYC. As the dollar rises, these emerging markets will suffer major currency losses on top of an economic depression, which will only come back to haunt the world economy, including the USA. Whoever Trump is listening to has clearly no international experience or expertise in this field."
My situation is not one of loneliness, but rather to remain cautious, or roll the dice hoping for satisfaction in what would become a dissolute lifestyle. ABSOLUTELY no interest in a new mate.
My wife's dad had a saying to describe the "it rains 80-100 inches a year"- "If its wet outside, that means its raining, and if its dry outside, that means its going to rain.".
Hang in there, in 4 months things will be looking better.
Or, have Lugh come and babysit the place while you bug-out for the winter. Winter is the best season for hunting big foot.
Joy in life entails two elements: Peace of environment, and peace of mind.
It sounds to me, that if you had your freedom, you would be knocking on the door of nirvana. Have you considered a life estate?
Build a caretaker dwelling on your property (or a house for the new owners), positioned in such a manner that the new owners would oversee (and perhaps maintain), and provide security for your dwelling by default. Then, whenever you got the bug, you could fly the coop on a moments notice.
I would think that there ought to be a couple of childhood sweethearts, around 60 years old, a machinist, who would be ready to ditch the rat race and embrace the country life. Make sure that they are on the same frequency, politically and otherwise, essentially family that you could live with, where you could establish a variety of tag team "milk runs". Paint the picture of an apprenticeship program where over a years time you teach them your routines for managing the place and business, so that you provide them with a good foundation to make a go of it.
If money for the buyer is an issue, perhaps you could sell-off the timber and orchard acreage (and do a similar apprenticeship program for each of those if you had an interest).
If you go this route, let me know how you find your target.
Ian,
Thank you for your post. Unfortunately, age weighs heavily on my options. I do not dwell on death, but recognize it as a close neighbor. I do not feel that there is enough time and energy for the various options you outline. Three years ago I built a small residence on the property, and was actively repairing diesel tractors, etc., which were purchased as projects. I currently still have dozens of projects, but no desire to finish them. Zero.
The last two years I have committed unheard of indulgences...just sitting on my ass, reading at least one book a week, watching YouTube documentaries, playing internet poker, and cooking. This is not a depression, but rather a recognized choice that I never chose when younger.
My life was defined by work and creativity...I retired from business when I was 39...and then went to work. Built two houses. Indulged in many avocations, mostly productive...the scope of these activities I cannot begin to account. Whatever I wanted to do I did, and I wanted to do it all. I still marvel at my audacity to tackle complex projects...successfully. It was always upward and forward, until my son died, and I realized that all the work would eventually go to someone I could care less about. I am not whining, not a victim, but rather hold a pragmatic understanding of my situation.
The question of change only arises as a result of Trump's victory, and perhaps a positive change in our society...probably a false hope. If the Marxist Globalists won, there would not even be a question of a change of personal direction. I spent my years building for that eventuality...
I've paid for the ticket, and now will take the ride....
Two years?
After my wife was diagnosed with stage four breast cancer of the liver she gave up all physical activity, and in short order she no longer had the strength to stand without assistance.
If this is anywhere near the case, then you need to get your "big black ass" out there and tackle one of those diesels. Pick a simple easy one, so that you get that spark that keeps life alive.
Ian,
Good advice.
Here is a favorite that I can relate to, as my wife's grandfather planted trees for a fence, in my semi rural paradise, as described.
Message of the Maples
https://www.jpmlifeinnovations.com/articles/2014/6/19/message-of-the-maples
Hey, its a sunny day. I can go out and work on my own "diesel".
The Globalists wear two faces, Capitalist and Marxist. One is real, one is not, or rather, a lesser identity for dealing with the masses who will own nothing and be happy.
I am hopeful that a Trump administration can implement radical positive change, that essentially drains the swamp, and points the US back in the direction of fiscal responsibility, but I foresee difficult times ahead, no matter his level of success.
It sounds like you don't anticipate significant problems in the next 4 years.
Armstrong posts the following. Do you care to share your thoughts on how things will play-out over the next 4 years?
"However, the election of U.S. President-elect Donald Trump has exacerbated the situation, making it increasingly bitter, violent, or unpleasant – hence the peso’s rocky ride. In addition to this frustration, there are fresh tariff threats against Mexico, which sends around 80% of its exports to its northern neighbor. I oppose this because it will create an economic depression outside the USA, which is dangerous for the world economy and would drag the United States down, as what took place with the Great Depression.
Many emerging markets issued their debt in US dollars to raise money in NYC. As the dollar rises, these emerging markets will suffer major currency losses on top of an economic depression, which will only come back to haunt the world economy, including the USA. Whoever Trump is listening to has clearly no international experience or expertise in this field."
Mexico 2025
https://www.armstrongeconomics.com/international-news/mexico/mexico-2025/
No interest in finding another mate, a young widow right around your age, to make a run for the finish line with?
Ian,
My situation is not one of loneliness, but rather to remain cautious, or roll the dice hoping for satisfaction in what would become a dissolute lifestyle. ABSOLUTELY no interest in a new mate.
My wife's dad had a saying to describe the "it rains 80-100 inches a year"- "If its wet outside, that means its raining, and if its dry outside, that means its going to rain.".
Hang in there, in 4 months things will be looking better.
Or, have Lugh come and babysit the place while you bug-out for the winter. Winter is the best season for hunting big foot.